I have to do something I do not want to do. I have to go to France alone for a show. I am half overwhelmed with the normal international flights even with my husband and now I have to go alone. and stay with a total stranger for 10 days in a country where I do not speak good French in. It is a small town so most people just speak French.
How much like jumping out of an airplane is this??? Just like it only the airplane jump is over in a matter of minutes. This will be almost two weeks of who knows what. And I have to do a show and do the opening and hang it and everything – alone. I figure I won’t die but at worse be uncomfortable a lot. Things happen for a reason so I am sure I will meet people I would have not met if I was with anyone I knew.
I wish it was over. I wish I was writing this and telling you all about it not waiting for it to happen. This door is not one I love to go through but three good things will happen:
1. I will learn to fly to Europe all alone and finagle my way around a bunch of airports.
2. I will meet new people and maybe even have friends for life.
3. Overcome fear. I spit on you fear and I will venture forth with courage and grace.
God help me!!!