Ten thousand times

It has been acknowledged that if you do anything 10 thousand times , you will be an expert. That is what I tell the kids who take art from me. The first time is always shaky.

But if you know that it is only a number to get to you can relax and enjoy the ride.

when you start telling yourself that you are not good at something so just forget it, it is a lie. Your brain just has to learn it.

I suppose I could even learn to sew if I did it every day every day every day. then It would be fun and not a torture .

I know someone who changes jobs every two years just do learn new things. things get stale and they move on then it becomes a habit. Most people would just pick one thing do it will and call it a day. Lucky them to have developed a tolerance to starting over and growing. They must have used up the ten thousand  times and decided to start over with one.

 

 

 

The Interiors Show

balancThese paintings were slowly completed over three months. Unlike my other shows I let them go where they wanted to. Once I did that it turned into  a room of its own.

I always like the idea of making a room where you can make it just the way you want for yourself.

I know my webmaster Phil has a room like that full of his favorite things.

We all should do that if possible. Even a corner of a bigger room that you take over for some personal reverie. We all would flourish in that kind of welcome safe stimulating cozy space.

Tiny is fine here in fact tiny is better. A private room should be like a hug round you and large spaces cannot do that very well. Your mind has to far to go.

Each painting spoke to me like this. Just a space where delight was found. The poems came naturally from being in those rooms ,

the show feels comfortable.Private.Secret.

 

Working

You don’t need to have the idea in place before you begin. Most great ideas come in the middle of playing around and then you get a bead.
I call getting a bead when the smattering of a great idea is starting. I can feel it. Everything feels meaningless and then suddenly it is right there. The way to go, the reason for this painting to live, the big idea the right color , the right direction.
When this happens everything else goes away and I am home. I do not want to leave there ever because I am in the place that is the reason I even try in the first place. Flow. It is flowing out. It is telling me what to do beyond my usual knowledge.
I used to paint with charcoal and varnish because it was cheap. What a mess and probably toxic as all get out but it worked.
I once sold a painting that was made of charcoal and varnish and masonite from a dumpster. I sold it in a coffeehouse.
When that happened I knew anything was possible. anything. People don’t care what you use they only care if they like it. They also don’t give a ding dong about where you went to school. They could not care less.
I have had people call me us and want to hang out with me to pick my brain for one thing or another. Mostly it is how do you sell your work. How do you break in.
Some of these people have gone to Ivy League schools. what a joke, They think I have fairy dust and can help them. They think I have the answer.
I do. The answer is nobody cares where work comes from . they only care if they like it. YOu are good enough right now.
There also is another key. If you sell a lot of things when you are just a kid you will make it. That seems to be the other thing. It happens when you aren’t even trying to sell it.

Poems

Recently my good no great friend was going to have a sixtieth birthday. This is pretty traumatic so I was going to throw her a party. I usually do ceremonies for big deal birthdays but I had nothing new to offer. I never do the same one twice so I have to keep reinventing the wheel. Then at four in the morning I had this vision of a painting of a woman looking down at a big dining table with a large window at the end of the dining room. The painting spoke to me and I got up and wrote a poem in about 3 minutes about it.
Then I wrote five more in a sort of stream of consciousness.
IN the real morning I reread them and found them good so I thought I would make a six course meal and serve up one poem with each course. That is how that happened. Everything worked out well she liked it so that was good.
But it was funny as I forgot I used to want to be a poet when I was young. I actually went to a college councelor and told them either Poet or artist. The counselor told me that a better choice was actress so I signed up for a drama class. Everyone acted so insane in the drama class that I dropped out the next day. I hate acting.
So I chose art. But till just last month I forgot that I adore poetry and used to write all the time.
Can you even believe that a person could forget something like that. But I did and now I remember.
So the whole next show I am working on right now right this very second is going to have a poem for each painting.

negative space

My husband found out recently that he has ADD, He spent all his life thinking he was so slow (which he is). But it is because he is overloaded with too much at on time in his brain to process. He slows down so he can focus.
To make his life easier we have to par the house down so it does not have a lot of distracting overwhelming things . things have to be organized and put away. there has to be negative space in his life to breathe.
All these things are good for everyone.
That is why it is so calming to look at the ocean or a mountain range or the desert that goes for miles and miles.
To design your life with a balance of quiet and emotional space then you too will think better. I am so glad to have this challenge in my life. Tiny house or no you can make quiet space. This video attached to this blog is the innermost house. a tiny house with both of those things.

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